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(.01]
if you break up && are still just
friends then you were either
never in love or you still are

(.02]
So go on...
Let her bottle up her feelings while
she sits on the edge of her bed,
wondering why she deserves
everything you put her through.
&& she can pray for a better day

(.03]
i know how hard it feels to let go of something you've been holding on for so long, but if you think about how much you've been missing while holding on to just that one thing you might not know it but you've just let a whole lot of other opportunities pass you by

(.04]
We belong together like the open seas & shores.
Wedded by the planet force, we've all been spoken for.

(.05]
Summer was painted on our skin &
those secrets hidden in our childish
lips they would die for a kiss.

(.06]
There's no promise of safety with these
secondhand wings but I'm willing to
find out what impossible means.

(.07]
The streets sing songs to me;
and the breeze, softly stirring my soul.
It tells me to keep on going
the concrete will pave the way home.

(.08]
When a lie gets passed around enough,
it doesn't become the truth, but everybody believes it

(.09]
I don't trust you
Cause every time your here
Your intentions are unclear
I spend every hour waiting for a phone call
That i know will never come
I used to think you were the one
Now I'm sick of thinking anything at all

(.10]
So that's it. I'm shutting my doors & putting my walls back up. I'm closing my curtains & removing the welcome mat. I'm blocking everything out again, because it's so much easier than feeling something.

(.11]
And one day we'll say hello and wish
we had never said good-bye.

(.12]
shut your mouth. just sit there and let the music
speak the words we cant seem to get out.

(.13]
maybe isn't a very good term ; maybe i could give up on you ; maybe i could stop & move on with my life, & maybe i can get over you; but maybe you can fall in love with me & maybe you can realize what you are in my eyes, & maybe, just maybe you can love me too <3

(.14]
so, make her laugh alittle and help her get through. she used to cry and no one knew. help her out and treat her right. it's been awhile since she's smiled so bright. show her that not all guys lie, and be the one that keeps her tears dry.

(.15]
Maybe some people just aren't meant to be in our lives forever. Maybe some people are just passing through. It's like some people just come through our lives to bring us something` a gift, a blessing, a lesson we need to learn, and that's why they're here... you'll have that gift forever. <3

(.16]
And you'll choke on those words,
no one can swallow that much pride.
And my contentions all ring true,
EVERY WORD YOU SAID WAS A LIE.
And I thought we were friends,
but you changed that in time.
You're too caught up in the trends
& your ego's on the line.

(.17]
Sometimes the two people that are
meant to be are the last to realize it

(.18]
heres to the kids whos 11:11 wish was wasted
on the one person who will never be there for them.

(.19]
the reason everyone looks for love
is because it's the closest thing we
have to magic..

(.20]
if i don't say this now..
i will surely break.
as i'm leaving the one
that i want to take
forgive the urgency,
but hurry up & wait
my heart has started to seperate.

(.21]
I see my future from the corner of my eye,
I'm warm and full again,
a simple ray of light.
The only thing I'll miss about this place,
is spending time with you and
your picture perfect face.

(.22]
See, that's the thing about second chances.
It's two people that are there for each other
& support each other
& care about each other
no matter how much they want to deny it.
It's about one person doing everything
they can to make sure the other doesn't fall
& vice-versa.
Second chances are about holding on
to that other person's hand
no matter how hard they beg to let go.

(.23]
we laughed in the living room where we forgot to live & that night we drank ourselves to sleep. i asked you why. you said, "life's not so bad when its all a blur, & nothing really matters." but we were just kids & we didnt know anything.

(.24]
love is always a good thing no matter
how much it hurts. even after it's over,
even through the pain, anyone who
has ever really loved will tell you that
they never regretted a second of it,
no matter how much it hurt in the end.
and if you tell me differently, I will tell
you that you were not truly in love.

(.25]
There are some feelings that
refuse to turn to words.
No matter how much someone
stretches out their hand
there are places inside people
that cannot be reached.

(.26]
im gonna stop looking back & start moving on
& learn how to face my fears.
love with all of my heart, make my mark..
i wanna leave something here.

(.27]
Don't let the doubts lose the magic of love.
It's not everyday you meet the person
who has the magic to make you fall
in love with them

(.28]
because you're beautiful & you don't know it... because you're smart & you don't believe it... you're the kind of girl that guys don't get over, & you're the kind of girl other girls get compared to.

(.29]
she sits on her porch
alone with her headphones on
listening to depressing music.
the mascara running down her face
as she looks up at the stars
& wishes upon every one of them
that one day he would love her
as much as she loved him

(.30]
i'm coming closer, i'm coming closer to happiness. no, it's not the same. you know it, i know it, but no one can really ever make me happy in the same way you did, which is sad really. because in the end all i ended up doing was hurting. you know the way you make me happy? ... it's the miserable kind of happy, waiting and waiting for you to just let me in and be a part of you. but you never did, i sat outside and waited, wished, and hoped you'd see what i saw, but you didn't and i guess that's something i'll always have to live with. you know? not impacting your life, as much as you did mine. i'm growing though, slowly but surely, realizing that i can't be attached to you forever. you are the past, and you will remain in the past, because you don't care enough to be in the present. that is something i've forced myself to realize and something i tell myself every day. live, learn, and love because whatever you do today may hang on to you forever, and most things, will be forgotten over time, take chances, because nothing is forever, at least not right now. i'm moving on, letting other people make me happy, seeing what else i can do, finding people who care. i'm leaving you behind, although a part of my heart is always taken up by you.


one of the saddest & most beautiful stories i've ever read:
Someday We Will Be... Because We Promised We Wouldt

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(.01]
i wanna be like the seashell you find washed along
the tide. beautiful, flawless, and special in your eyes.

(.02]
and when his tongue is down my throat all that's going through my head are thoughts of you. It's kinda funny, but it's kinda sad how your name is the only name I ever listen for. and when his fingers are entwined with mine our conversation from the night before keeps me occupied. you know, I only kiss him to make you jealous. but it's tragic really because you will never be. and when I lay with him in my bed, I'll exchange my empty words with his meaningful ones. I should feel guilty, but I don't feel anything for anyone but you.

(.03]
throw my cares up in the air,
and i don't think they're coming down.
yeah, i'm loving how it feels right now.

(.04]
it's time you start to keep your head up. it's like that
question about the cup. you gotta start looking at it
as half full and stop worrying about the bullshit that
people pull. baby, stay in touch with how you feel &
pretty soon that GORGEOUS smile will be real.

(.05]
everybody needs a little bit of sunshine
everybody needs time to unwind
everybody needs to have a good time

(.06]
because once upon a time, we were best friends.
and, yes there's been a lot of bad stuff in between.
but none of that matters right now. & if you need me,
i'm there. any time, any place, anywhere.

(.07]
I knew it would never work,
but i kept on loving you. I knew
that you would break me, but i
kept my faith in you. & i knew you
kept telling me lies, but i still
believed everything you said..

(.08]
everything happens for a reason,
sometimes things fall apart just
so other things can fall together.
but in the end, what's meant to be
will always find it's way.

(.09]
Sometimes, when we're laying together on the couch
wearing our sweat pants & our funny smiles,
eating cookie-dough ice cream
& laughing the way lovers do..
it doesn't take much to realize that these simple moments,
they are my happiness.

(.10]
It's funny how one summer
can change everything.
It must be something about the heat
and the smell of chlorine,
fresh-cut grass and honeysuckle,
asphalt sizzling after late-day thunderstorms,
the steam rising while everything drips around it.
Something about long, lazy days
and whirring air conditioners and
bright plastic flip-flops from the drugstore,
thwacking down the street.
Something about fall being so close,
another year, another Christmas, another beginning.
So much in one summer, stirring up like the storms
that crest at the end of each day,
blowing out all the heat and dirt
to leave everything gasping and cool.
Everyone can reach back to one summer
and lay a finger to it,
finding the exact point
when everything changed.
That summer was mine.

(.11]
I see my future from the corner of my eye,
I'm warm and full again,
a simple ray of light.
The only thing I'll miss about this place,
is spending time with you and
your picture perfect face.

(.12]
you know what i think hurts the most ?
the feeling of being replaced.
it's like, no matter what you did, it wasn't enough.
& no matter what you do to try and capture
their heart again, it doesn't seem to work.
and you're suddenly left thinking that you'll never
be enough and a sadness takes over your
heart & never really leaves.

(.13]
have you ever cried so hard?
each sob is a reason to say goodbye
Sometimes when your holding on,
you'll never see the light

(.14]
Two strange souls that confuse everyone.
Oh, they're so perfect for each other.

(.15]
my heart ticks in beat with these kids that i grew up with, living like life's going out of style. & you came to watch us play... like a "big shot talent," but at the end of the day, you know where we come from & where we call home.

(.16]
August, something in your eyes or was it that July, you told me not to take it to heart, someday we'll meet beyond the stars and it will be away from here, someday we'll meet beyond the limits of who we are and it will be away from here.

(.17]
She is vulnerable for the same reason she is srtong.
Anything she puts her love in, she will trust.
She will wait you out, she will put up with you forever
if she loves you.

(.18]
Falling in love with you wasn't the plan,
but when you held me in your arms something told me
this is where I need to be.

(.19]
You think I look the best, when my hair is a mess.
I can't believe you exist but I could get used to this.

(.20]
They were in love, always holding hands.
Always with eachother, falling more and more each day.
But now she stands alone with no one to hold,
and as the bitter cold breeze blows through her hair she whispers,
"I wish you were here."

(.21]
so listen up - this sun hasn’t set. i refuse to believe that its only me feeling. just hear me out - im not over you yet. its love on the line, can you handle it?

(.22]
It seems like the simplest concept; just push them all away and you'll never get hurt. However, the simplest isn't always the most effective. Someday, somebody's going to find their way in, and then they're going to leave you on your knees.

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(.01]
Holding onto broken hearts
memories are what's left of us
you're trying too hard to be my friend
& i'm placing all our pictures in
these broken frames to remind
me never to fall in love again...

(.02]
the important thing is not to be bitter
over lifes disappointments. learn to
let go of the past & recognize that
everyday wont be sunny. & when you
find yourself lost in the darkness of
despair, remember its only in the
black of night that you see the stars.
& those stars see you back home.
so dont be afraid to make mistakes
to stumble & fall, because most of
the time the greatest rewards come
from doing the things that scare you
the most. maybe you'll get more then
you could ever have imagined. who
knows where life will take you. the
road is long, and in the end, the
journey is the destination

(.03]
As deep as a first love is for you at the time, it's only a teaser for more amazing things to come. We all hold on to our first loves in some way, cause first love opens our eyes to that feeling that everyone's been talking about, singing about, writing about. It makes you feel like you've crossed over from not knowing to knowing.

(.04]
It's 2 AM and
She's lying on her bed
Staring at the ceiling
All these thoughts in her head
Just so confused
Doesn't know what to do
In need of someone to talk to
But doesn't know who
So she just lies there
Her eyes fixed on the ceiling
With her headphones blaring
But nothing, she's hearing

(.05]
Here I am sitting on the beach again,
watching as the tide comes rolling in.
I miss the times when i looked into your eyes
A sacrifice I made for paradise.

(.06]
remember all the times i never let you down
slow & steady im pulling further away
your losing me for sure in this sick twisted game
and when i dont come back i wonder if youll notice
i have plenty of shadows pleading for my glance
but for some reason i turn the other way.
perhaps im still blinded by your voice of lies
or could it be i feel hope for nothing that exists
maybe this new shadow will possibly win my heart
and if he does the realization will kick in
that you've lost something great
and i won't be able to be there to pick you back up
too many chances have come and gone for us
that my grip is getting loose
and im about to slip
& this time ill be gone for good

(.07]
Love taught me I could have feelings I never felt
before. Losing taught me to hold on to something
good if I find it. Living taught me to never
regret anything because at that very moment
It seemed right .

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(.01]
I know that there are some things you just can't change.
I know that there are some situations where apologies hold no bearings.
I know that hurt feelings build walls.
I know that some people connect once & are bonded for a lifetime.
I know that in a different time & place we were those people.
I know that being "friends again" can be more difficult than not speaking at all.
I know that twists of fate bring people together & sometimes
"everything happens for a reason" breaks them apart.
I know that I'll never forget you, for you'll always have a place in my heart.

(.02]
Sometimes, you sit & think. & you wonder if he can see it in your eyes. Can he tell that you love him..that there is nothing you would rather think about than the times he held you in his arms? Can he see the tears? Cause they sure are there..deep down, sure enough, along with the pain & the loneliness that you bury so deep you're sure no one can tell. Sometimes you would give anything imaginable to be able to make him understand..to have one more chance to make him know how much he means..to be able to feel complete. But, you smile through it all. You talk like you always used to be friends..& everytime he smiles at you a tiny bit of hope springs up, but you crush it before it can surface, before it can give you away.

(.03]
I’ll admit it. I’m scared. Because I can’t handle it. And you. But I promise I’ll try. And I’m going to be a mess. So you need to decide if I’m worth it. Or not. And I promise I’ll try to understand. And I’ll accept whatever you decide. Just know this...I love you.

(.04]
i think all of us want to feel something that we've forgotten or turned our backs on, cause maybe we didn't realize how much we were leaving behind, we need to remember what used to be good, if we dont, we wont recognize it even if it hits us between the eyes.

(.05]
so here's to late nights on the phone
sneaking kisses in the hallway
dancing in the rain
& the sound of my heart breaking
when you tell me this is goodbye..

(.06]
& this mood of mine is temporary.
just like your feelings.

(.07]
And yet she sits there smiling, regardless of fake friends
and dreams that are broken, regardless of the guys she loved
and the hearts that were broken, but yet you'll never ever break her.
Armed with an attitude that she knows how to use
she’s going to get there anyway she can. Now she knows what she wants.
No one is going to stop her. Nothing is going to hold her down.
For all the doubters, non-believers
and the cynical that once were dreamers
one of these days you’ll know that you were wrong.